Wednesday, December 30, 2015

I am Yours

I just finished reading an article that I needed to share.

http://www.collegeandseminary.com/college-life/9-sins-christian-college-students-are-ok-with/

I know, the title seems a bit strong, but hang with me. Click on the link and read the ENTIRE article, then come back and read this post.

I don't know about you, but I am feeling big-time conviction. Fear, worry,  apathy, even gluttony... all the sins named, things I would say are not problems I have, but as I read the author's words, I began to see those areas in my life and I never want to go back.

As I gazed over the next sin, each time my stomach dropped, not wanting to see my sins, to feel my disgrace. But, just as the conviction sets in, Jesus comes. I'm not perfect, but He is. He gives me new life. He cleans my sins. That doesn't mean I should continue to sin freely, though. It means I am forgiven. It means I am unconditionally loved. It means that I am His. 

My God hates sin, but loves me. Do you know what that means? It means that I am not my sins. I am not defined by the mistakes I make. I can be forgiven, and wiped clean. In fact, I have already been. God payed the price for my sin. Why did He do that? I'm such a horrible disgrace to Him and His kingdom. Why would He choose to save me? LOVE. He saved me. He saved you. Because He loves me. Because He loves you. Because HE IS LOVE.

God, you are my one and only. You are who I will live for. Not man. Not myself. Not fame. Not fortune. You. Only You. I AM YOURS.
Take me, Lord.



Sunday, March 29, 2015

Listen Up! ; Matter

        This band has become one of my favorites because of their lyrics. The words are from the heart, and, through God, they speak to my heart every time I hear them. God speaks to us through so many different ways, and one of them is through music. 
       I've been feeling like God has been telling me that someone reading this post needs to hear this, and I did too, so here it goes- YOU MATTER.
      You matter to God. The One who created you, who unconditionally loves you, who treasures you and who can't wait to have you in His arms. He literally died so that you can live, now if that isn't true love, I don't know what is. Some days, you might feel like no one cares about you, are maybe that you are invisible to people. But that isn't the case! You are loved. You are cherished. You have a husband and he gave his life for you! He is waiting for you at this very moment, waiting for you to accept his proposal and become who he created you to be- His bride. 
       Just step back a moment and say this out loud- "The God of everything wants to marry me." doesn't that scream true love? Amazing love. Beautiful love. TRUE LOVE. 
It doesn't matter how many friends you have here on earth, because your best friend created you and loves you- YOU ARE HIS MASTERPIECE. You matter so, so much. 

Read this song, especially the chorus I made underlined.
 Lord, I pray that you show everyone reading this that you are everything we need, and more. That you are our ultimate true love. That you cherish us dearly, and that you can't wait for us to come running to you, arms open. 

Matter- for KING & COUNTRY

All of the dreams that haven't come true
And all of the hurt that happened to you
It matters, I hope you know it matters

You felt the pain of a bitter defeat
Where the weight of the grief is more bitter than sweet
It matters, I'm telling you it matters

[Chorus:]
To the one who spoke and set the sun ablaze
To the one who stopped the storm and walked the waves
To the one who took the tree so He could say
You matter, I hope you know you matter

I know it's not easy, not saying it's fair
But close as a prayer somebody cares
You're a treasure, don't you know you're treasured

So hold your head high, wait for the dawn
Keep hanging on, your sadness will turn into laughter
Watch it turn into laughter, yeah

[Chorus]

You matter, heaven knows you matter

Let the water spill from your eyes
Let it wash the wounds of those lies
Oh, let the water spill from your eyes
All that you are, all that you’ll be
Someone put the beat in your heart so that you’ll see
You matter

[Chorus]

You matter, heaven knows you matter
You matter, I hope you know you matter
You matter, heaven knows you matter


Friday, January 30, 2015

Listen Up! ; He Knows My Name

Recently, I've felt like I need to live up to be something great. Whatever I do, I want to do it so well, everyone recognizes my name and my accomplishments. We should strive to do our best, but God doesn't care if you are famous. God made you perfect and in His image. If you let Him, he will guide your life exactly the way He designed it. God loves you so much, and His plans are so much better than our dreams could ever be. Read these lyrics and tell me that it doesn't change your place of mind. It sure did change mine, and gave me a huge slap across the face today while I was moping that I haven't gotten a major part in a play for a while.

God is so good, and he gives me simple reminders of that every day through music.

Love,
Megan
He Knows My Name- Francessca Battesteli

Spent today in a conversation
In the mirror face to face with
somebody less than perfect
I wouldn't choose me first if
I was looking for a champion
In fact I'd understand if
You picked everyone before me
But that's just not my story
True to who You are
You saw my heart
and made
Something out of nothing

[Chorus:]
I don't need my name in lights
I'm famous in my Father's eyes
Make no mistake
He knows my name
I'm not living for applause
I'm already so adored
It's all His stage
He knows my name oh, oh,
He knows my name oh, oh

I'm not meant to just stay quiet
I'm meant to be a lion
I'll roar beyond a song
With every moment that I've got
True to who You are
You saw my heart
and made
Something out of nothing

[Chorus]

He calls me chosen, free forgiven, wanted, child of the King,
His forever, held in treasure...
I am loved

I don't need my name in lights...
I'm famous in my Father's eyes...